Tuesday, June 28, 2005

pS

too peeps who tag at my board...sorri tat i don knoe whyy i cant tag...so i will juz write here...
yingx- to stephaine: finalli can tag le! hiking was a nice one. WELL DONE!
yingx- to sharon: SURPIRSE! to see u here! how u got my blog webby? drop by more often! kaes? anyway, when are we going to habb a campcraft gathering? maybe a bbq after O level? =)) take care!

is that ME?!!?!!?!

say about my day fiz...
fiz day of skool...
change of tym table and change of teacher...
2 weeks ltr triple L is gone...
nxt nxt week having my oral for O level...
STUDY HARD! HUIYING! WAKE UP!
went to watch initial D again...
it still rocks lik mad...
fully booked...
lucky we booked online...
if not don nid to watch...

night kids, red suns!
rocks!
after tat was home swit home..
stucked wibb my com wibb my f&N...
tats all...

i`m feelin down...
i don knoe whyy...
tats how i felt for today and since ytd...
face was smiling but my heart was frowning...
wadx d hell am i doin...
wadx on earth am i tinking...
why am i tinking so much again...
whyy am i lettin you to affect me...
i`m lettin you go soon...
but whyy am i a person who don kip to promise...
i`m as an ASS!
and my grades...
sucks lik hell..
where am i going to go in future?
as wadx mrs wong had said?
i`m going to the planet????
WTF is HUIYING DOING HERE ON EARTH?
wasting all the resources!
SHE`S AN ASS man!
trying hard to forget...
real HARD!
gibb me sumtym!
all i nid is TIME!
T-I-M-E! TIME!!!!!
do you care?
NO!
i`m juz a NOBODY in YOUR world and a NOBODY in this WORLD!


listening to initail D jay`s song. tat sad song : yi lu xiang bei.

i wan YOU to knoe "I LOVE YOU! "

10th grade
As I sat there in English class,I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wishedshe wasmine. But she didn't notice me like that,and I knew it. After class,she walked up to me and asked me forthe notesshe had missed the day before andhanded themto her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I wanted to tell her,I want her to know that I don't want to bejustfriends,I love her but I'm just too shy,and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end,it was her. She was in tears,mumbling on and on about how her lovehad brokeher heart. She asked me to come over because shedidn'twant to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa,I stared at her soft eyes,wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie,and three bags of chips, she decided togo tosleep. She looked at me,said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on thecheek. I want to tell her,I want her to know that I don't want to bejustfriends,I love her but I'm just too shy,and I don't know why.

Senior yearThe day before prom she walked to mylocker."My date is sick" she said;he's not going to go well,I didn't have a date,and in 7th grade,we made a promise that if neither of ushad dates,we would go together just as "bestfriends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over,I was standing at her front door step!I stared at her as she smiled at me andstared atme with her crystal eyes.I want her to be mine,but she isn't think of me like that, and Iknow it.Then she said "I had the best time,thanks!"and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that Idon'twant to be just friends,I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don'tknowwhy.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month.Before I could blink, it was graduationday.I watched as her perfect body floated likean angelup on stage to get her diploma.I wanted her to be mine, but she didn'tnotice melike that, and I knew it.Before everyone went home,she came to me in her smock and hat,and criedas I hugged her.Then she lifted her head from myshoulder andsaid,"you're my best friend, thanks" and gaveme a kisson the cheek.I want to tell her, I want her to know that Idon'twant to bejust friends, I love her but I'm just too shy,and Idon't know why.

A Few Years
LaterNow I sit in the pews of the church.That girl is getting married now.I watched her say "I do"and drive off to her new life,married to another man. I wanted her tobe mine,but she didn`t see me like that, and Iknew it.But before she drove away, she came tome andsaid "you came!".She said "thanks" and kissed me on thecheek.I want to tell her,I want her to know that I don't want to bejustfriends,I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don'tknowwhy.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffinof a girlwho used to be my "best friend".At the service, they read a diary entry shehadwrote in her high school years.This is what it read:"I stare at him wishing he was mine,but he doesn't notice me like that,and I know it.I want to tell him,I want him to know that I don't want to bejustfriends,I love himbut I'm just too shy,and I don't know why.I wish he would tell me he loved me!I wish I did too...I thought to my self, and I cried.I Love UI Love UI Love UI Love UI Love UI Love UI Love UI Love UI Love UI Love U..."

will i hab the same situation as him in future?

Monday, June 27, 2005

LAST story for this CHAPTER

friday_*
went to mit jiahao and we headed to skool...and the both os us were late...so we decided to take cab...budden the both of us DON habb the luck...wave lik mad oso don habb any cab! so unlucky...den in d mean tym 62 finalli come to our "rescue" lolx...den was relief to see jocelyn on bus...and oso victor...den saw yonglin board our bus...felt more relief...haas...was joking around all d way...den was lik runnin and playing lik kids...machiam catching...haas...got the key...i ran lik mad and shout "zui hou si wu gui" den all started to run wibb miie...haas...hmmm..training was a slack one to me...but my gto learnt all the basic command le..budden w/o rifle...me and jiahao teach together..den today three of us, yonglin,jiahao and me got train..improve! YEAH! haas...den changing tat tym oso playing lik mad...si yonglin BLUFF me...he and jiahao say i forget sth den i went in to double check..in d end..NOTHING was dere! lolx! den dismiss...discussion...and den came home shower and OFF i go! MARINA! lolx! actualli was tryin to catch initial D..budden FULLY book... TOO BAD lo...came home...rest and slp! cos im having hikin..

SATURDAY_*
unit hike! woke up as earli as 550am...shower and OFF i go...went to PP to get my breafast fiz and den OFF i went to skool...hike was a fun one...fiz tym wearing a poncho during hike...btw, this yr hike was from MACRITCHITE to BUKIT TIMAH! 15km long! lolx! i manage to complete it! btw, on bus was lik...tired...got alots of suan-ing! say i dai, gong gong all this...kana suan lik mad by cute deli and joey pear...slpin and derek...haas..not much fats! onli bone! budden deli sat beside me tat tym was lik...wahs...pillow...haas...lolx...den reach dere...walk and walk and walk...hike was a quiet one...budden me, jiahao and derek was lik opening mini concert...singing to entertain one another...den deli was lik ask us to pay? haas..den jokes were crack...CHOCOLATE! haas...so dirty lo...den when dere is a big gap to catch one..i`ll say my sentence..."zui hou shi wu gui" 3 of us ran lik mad! haas..den ah ong ah...whole hike kip askin me to count tiz...den neber senior nco nv gather together ong will straight away say"huiying gather dem la" haas...cartoon him...den my leg was lik dou dao hen li hai...den i told ah ong...den chang said not enuff salt..muz eat more...i lame wibb him say ltr eat too much get kidney failure den jialat...lolx..den caring de ah ong straight away tk H2O from his bag gibb me...so good rite! love him to bits! lolx! den overall derbief ong tok den say 11clap...all clap until so messy he was lik seeing me...bo bian..help him! who ask him to be ONG! haas! lolx!

after hiking was senior nco debrief...lettin my kite to fly up HIGH! =)) den my LEG! feel lik chopping it off...too tired...sumore got two BIG BIG blister on my leg! fiz tym! haas...den went straight down to PS! for my laogong de show! haas..den knoe wad...earliest for 4 ppl seat de is 9pm! and we was lik...630pm onli lo...den went home shower den went back to ps...on the way to ps was lik...laughter! haas...luffing lik mad..but me onli la..ask me to be camera pig! *arghs* haas...den makan long john and went in to watch! NICE! realli bery nice...the father`s of jay and father of fei wu was cute! haas..jay was kool in tat show! tat ger realli earn lo! hold hand! kiss! haas...den i was lik turn over to derek and say "wa lao" lolx...jealous over him! lolx! den edison and yu wen le was lik so COOL! all the cars were great man! turning..stunt..ROCKS! too many ting to say about tiz show le! haas...tofu car! go catch it if u haven catch it! after the show, we were still toking about it sia...haas...now still tinking abt it sia...lolx...

tmr is the new page of my new chapter le! study hard yingx! motivating myself! lolx! though skool is tat boring..is okie! ENDURE! haas...oso work hard for my last job in ndp...my gro and rite marker...yyeahs...i can do it!

yingx lurbe takumi forvever! =))
will YOU?
take me to YOUR heart ("x")_+

Friday, June 24, 2005

TRAINING!

heyy heyy...rottin now...gonna to typ a short one and makan, pack and OFF i go to meet sister jiahao...lolx...having training...yyeahs...knoe wadx...fiz tym ho..holiday i 10am jiu wake up le...miracle man...lolx...yyeahs...nothing much...

btw, miie and my ex laogong bery close sia...haas..msg-ing lik mad tat day...ytd nite still ask me got go skool ma...den afte a few mgs i tink he slpt le...cos he going to skool together...yyeahs...so kute...haas...tonite going marina to eat! lolx...not my fav place la...my frdd not workin dere liaos...haas...yyeahs...

memories are left wibb me but not you...
i wun forget the way u smile to me...
the way you treat me was sweet...
thinking tat i could STOP the tym but all good things habb to come to an end...
though i do miss you...
but i miss you as a frdd...
feeling for you arent the same now...
i habb decide to you go so i habb nothing more to regret...
but thank you for being such a nice person to me...
u made me wrote your name inside my book and my heart...
the memories are important to me...

i miss my gfs...
i miss the camp...
i love my gfs...
i love my CAMP!
lolx...crazy me...

take me to YOUR heart ("x")

Thursday, June 23, 2005

NICE!

">.

done my gf t/ng! =)) nice rite

OLD life

went to skool for lesson today...boring...today miie and ali went for lesson onli...den we went for macdonald BREAKFAST! the olni ting tat we look forward to for TODAY! l0lx...my breakfast mate...haas...den after tat came home and slp until lik log...den read all the msg in blurr blurr mood...didnt replx until nite..haas...my cousin...the oldest kor kor msg miie...den was lik havin nice chat wibb him..he say one day muz go wai po hse together..den he still treat miie lik lil`ll kids lo..cos he said tats how xiao jiu treat him...lolx...

den tmr havin training...yuppie..both soccer and ndp...maybe go soccer cos pass bird bird ting..den if leg itchy play awhile lo...lolx...tonite was lik..calling everyone of my squadmate...fiz and the last tym le..yyeahs...manage to call 17 ppl to go for the hike? yuppie..nothing much...tym for bed...update another foto...yuppie...

[I] miss [U]...
take me to YOUR heart_+

BACK to OLD life

ytd after skool went to ling hse to play tat don knoe wadx clue de game...play until bery high lo...lolx...den tok tok...4 of us shared 2 packets of maggie mee...while ling ate the whole packet all by herself...lolx...den took 147 home wibb ting...chattin...budden don habb 161 de feeling...i oso don knoe whyy...den toking abt the past...hoo...he did chat wibb ting...and tat ah dai...everyting oso includ miie...haas...tiz show tat she cares about miie...yyeahs...tat was the past...can say tat he treated miie realli good during tat tym...feeling wun be back but memories would be dere...will i`ll miss him..but as a frdd...yyeahs...walk down the street which we walked tat day...was kinda funnie...yyeahs...memories tat he gave miie which mdae miie wrote inside my history book...yuppie...

today went for lesson...den went to beach road and bugis wibb yuan..both of us was lik wearing outfit for going to hg mall lik tt de...haas...leisure shirt and short pants...den was lik beach road was okie la...budden come to bugis ppl tend to look at us machaim alien or animal inside the zoo lo...l0lx...den was lik...wo men hen guai [weird] ho...lolx...den was lik funnie lo..all spend money until left 4 buck onli..budden realli habb fun wibb her today...she is a NICE frdd...lolx...den came home..rest...watch tv...anyway, bird bird`s present was nice...lolx...the both of us choose de...my day ba...btw, yuan de. thx for calling miie tat nite! =))

though im missing those days...but wad i told ting was rite...when u are playing wibb a kite, u hold the string too tight it will snap...hold too lose it will fly off...hold it juz now and it will stay...

miss camp! =))
take me to YOUR heart ("x")_+

Monday, June 20, 2005

`x_ONE.IN.LOVE [n] WO NAN GUO

One In Love Lyrics
Artist: A1

Have you seen your sunset
Fade beneath a raincloud
Have you ever chased you dreams away
Did you ever think that
Life was just a highway
A never ending road of lonely days
There are times we cry
And reach out to the sky
For the strength we need
To hold our head up high
All we have to do now
Is love one another
Sisters and brothers
Can all live as one
And all we have to do now
Is show one another
We all need each other
To love as one in love
If we push aside the blame
For the tears and the pain
You know love can reign
And the world will smile again

Wo Nan Guo
by 5566

na yi mian mo mo wu yan zhi neng xuan ze li kai
wo xie de xiao rong yi jing bu zai jing cai
ni hai pai jie ju suo you bing ming shang hai~
shuo shi wo dang chu ni de mei hao wei lai
ni jian jue bu xi wang wo deng dai
wo bian mo mo de rang ni zou kai
ru jing ni shou le shang hui lai
jiao wo ru he jie shou zhe an pai
yeh....

chorus
wo nan guo de shi fang qi ni fang qi ai
fang qi de meng bei da shui ren zhu bei ai
wo yi wei shi cheng quan
ni que shuo ni gen bu yu kuai
wo nan guo de shi wang le ni wang le ai
jing quan li wang ji wo men zhen xing xiang ai
ye wang le gao shu ni shi qu de bu neng chong lai
(repeat all)
chorus x 2

BACK` MISSING CAMP

it will be a long blog...

16-19 JUNE 2005 NCO training camp. [MIND over BODY]

16 JUNE
thing were fine for my fiz day...thing went off smoothly...i can say the campers are realli tired after bunk inspection...can say tat my fiz nite i was scared by ke ai de joey...lolx...he can stand dere kip quiet den suddenly shout until bery loud de...scare miie lo...den sentury...jieting make miie tink of how i make shijia vomite blood and luff till peng 2 yrs away...l0lx...in my mind and heart was lik..last grp liaos...sure is sleepy sleepy one...den wun high de...who knoes...high until lik mad...the "over over over" the passing of talkie...we page dem for 4 tym...dey onli replx at the 4th tym...den ask dem report location...they report "at bus" joey almost heart attack...l0lx...den the er mei pie gate...l0lx...FUN! fiz day ended...

17JUNE
woke up for 30mins slp...cos slpt at 530...things was fine..ndp...post was out..congrats to those who got the post...those who neber got their dream post...don give up!! yuppie...tings were fine...den after debrief was shower...my fav tym...haas...after tat do this do tat...den sentury by all my ncos....xin ku le..

18JUNE
things were fine...can the sec 3s enjoyin the marathon and learning..but my sec2s...yupp...their confidence level are realli up..realli realli improve...yuppie..den campfire...creative...esp wan ting de cart whell for flea fly! well done...and we the 3 coord...sexiest butt for the campfire...l0lx...yuppie..things were fine...fav tym...after tat walk walk...den do do here and dere...den debrief wibb the 2 of dem...den slpt...den woke up brief...den slp den one monster whach miie up from my dream...haas...no la...juz kiddin..ke ai den kenneth whack miie up..den do all the stuff...btw, campfire item from oley was cute....den dey tot i purposely throw the dowel pole...lolx...4th day came..last day...LAST day...sadd...

19JUNE
tings was lik okie...ya...break camp in the clsroom...i break down oso...yyeahs...the two song.."one in love" and " wo nan guo"...i knoe i`ll break down...budden i plan after the speech and not in front of dem...budden faith and stephaine...even stephaine..so kool one oso cry...my voice changed...my leg was shaking lik mad...yuppie...the water i learn...i taught dem...realli useful...yuppie...break camp..hand shake session...meaningfull...realli...tears can be seen on their face...bu she de oso muz be she de...all good thingz muz come to an end...cadets clear liaos..i was still crying lik spoilt de tap...rolling down lik mad..den jocelyn tok to miie and oso kc...kc made miie cry more due to the paddin...and his face...teary could be seen from him...oso his last camp..oso mine...ya...sad...realli realli realli...

after tat crying all the way out from skool..after tat miie and hao tok at the void deck...den got better...went to mall to pizza hut to high...tat two couple...eat until fell aslp..left miie and mong mong...we chatted...i didnt expect we could chatt so much...fiz tym...ya...

one day habb pass...i read stephaine`s blog..i was touch by her blog..lasting down all the camp ting..fiz tym see her attitude during supper and she ate up tat biscuit...ya...improvement from sec 3s...realli...

juz now went out wibb dem for dinner...i can sae tat...wahz...8pm liaos..lecture liaos..faster prepare...joking around...i miss it...alots alots...thx all the instructors coming down...xin ku le...thx all ncos for helping out...u too...xin ku le...den i wan to thx sumone was is realli taking care of miie and concerning miie alots during camp...thank u....

instructors: xin ku le...thx lots...and all the comments...thank u...

oley: thanx for coming down for this camp..helping out..doing all the stuff...last camp...last campfire...hope u all will enjoy it...esp the performace...two words "WELL DONE" yonglin..paiseh...drop pole..budden dey tot gu yi de...yyeahs...thanx my oley...once an oley...forever oley...work hard for the fiz cls! jia you!

sec3: work hard for ur post...work hard for ur nco life...well done for the camp...congrats...u all are working as a squad...jia you...in wo nan guo dere is a pharse "SHI QU DE BU NENG CONG LAI" so don regret...rmb all the letters i gave...and all our secret...shhhh....

sec 2: jia you more..congrats too...u all endured through it...work hard another yr and u`ll become nco...

joey,jiahao and derek: thanx lots! xin ku ni men le. words cant describle how i felt...realli nice working wibb u all for the past 3 days...i habb learn alots from thie camp...i habb all the experience..yupp...jiayou in future!


ppl passing by may find it toopid...budden tiz blog is realli precious to miie...realli...means lots...as for the 4 days...my gfs...i realli miss dem...haso told miie he saw rainbow wibb kc during camp..sad to ehar tt...cos i saw nth...yuppie...hais...ya...nite nite...

good luck in future...i miss camp...now shld be shower tym...l0lx =))

won nan guo...
one in love...

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

`MEMORIES

got back home not long ago...
walked a long way home...
much more on memories...
l0lx...
yuppie...
was nice though the road is long...
going to meet jiahao to do up all the stuff...
yuppie..
will be pack man...
nid to polish up all the tings...
yuppie..

anyway who got meaningful songs to intro?
anyone oso can...
l0lx...

the sky seems to be bery black today...
after heavy rain..
will i get to see the rainbows appearing in the sky?

take me to YOUR heart ("x")

Monday, June 13, 2005

BLUE monday

BLUE monday...
shld be going out to meet 2 of the gers...
but...
my uncle is coming to fetch miie and my mum at 1..
was lik..
hais..
so long neber meet up wibb dem le lo...
i`m still having all those coughs and flu...
so irritating canns...
not recovering fast!!!
*arghs*
having camp from thur to sun..
hope everything will be fine...
gonna to eat my rice dumplings, shower and OFF i go~

i miss my gers!
i was having a weird dream...
my dream...=))


take me to YOUR heart('x")

Friday, June 03, 2005

new things

today is a fri...
didn`t went for training as i was havin english lesson...
yuppie..
going to skool almost every single day!
yyeahs...
went out for dinner..
and was chattin wibb derek...
walk around the mall for about 1 hr..
crapping, lame-ing, doin toopid ting in mall..
haas...
went to jiahao`s hse..
den 11pm start to habb meetin...
ended if at 1230am!
haas..
cool huh?
came home..
yuppie..
is about 2 am now..
tmr i nid to wake up at 830am!
for my MACDONALD breakfast...
crazy rite?
haas..
after tat proposal and disscusion..
yuppie..
tym for bed...

wishing upon the stars tat u will by my side..
take me to YOUR heart_+

Thursday, June 02, 2005

the test

went to skool..
got the most shocking news...
hmmm...
ya...
facing it...
was tinking alots through out my day...
hmmm..
face it and take it?
thx for frdds by the side...
nth more to say...
speechless...

take me to YOUR heart_*

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

it goes on..

life still goes on...
it wun stop just bcos of u...
it wun stop just bcos u`re sad..
it will juz carrying ticking...
so..
how terrible ur life...
or...
how horrible it is..
u still habb to walk on...
having a terrible life and i`m walking ALONE...
wadx about eu..?
sumone out dere...

take me to YOUR heart_+

life goes on

havin a gone case bro at home man...
he made my dad`s boold pressure went up this afternoon...
my dad was lik...
hais...
POOR daddy!
went to skool today...
boring and was dreaming the whole day...
wasted my tym...
came home and did nothing but just SLP!
and today derek did not bring my fone to skool!
w/o my fone for 1 day plus!
so weird!
if he neber bring my fone tmr i`m gonna to put pig head le!
=xXx
nothing much..
boring life still goes on...


tåkë më tø yøür hëårt_+